A face unseen, a voice unheard
yet I'm drawn to words I see
Obscure, unsure, unclear, unknown
Waiting for words on a screen
Screen comes to life, I breathe again
Hello girl, red fonts, camera
Fingers move unbidden by mind
Obedience is innate
A need to serve, a need to please
Is what this time does for me
Constantly vigilant, alert
waiting, watching, for the words
Then they come, and I need to kneel
To be used to serve and please
Instruction, routine and boundaries
Settle my life and my mind
And now I wait, for those same words
Hello girl, red fonts, camera
And again I can breathe, submit
Free to be me, to be free
Still a voice unheard and face unseen
Still freedom calls, and I obey