A face unseen, a voice unheard

yet I'm drawn to words I see

 

Obscure, unsure, unclear, unknown

Waiting for words on a screen

 

Screen comes to life, I breathe again

Hello girl, red fonts, camera

 

Fingers move unbidden by mind

Obedience is innate

 

A need to serve, a need to please

Is what this time does for me

 

Constantly vigilant, alert

waiting, watching, for the words

 

Then they come, and I need to kneel

To be used to serve and please

 

Instruction, routine and boundaries

Settle my life and my mind

 

And now I wait, for those same words

Hello girl, red fonts, camera

 

And again I can breathe, submit

Free to be me, to be free

 

Still a voice unheard and face unseen

Still freedom calls, and I obey